What is Home?

Relaxation

No boundaries

Guards down

Love

Belonging

A common bond to be explored if needed.

Expectations

Rules

People

More restrictions

Burnt out

All alone

A household of people who expects more than strangers do.

Too much?

Is it a folly to ask for more?

To ask for a few think-a-likes?

One, studious

Ambitious

Realistic

Friendly

Intellectual challenger

Two, fun

Common interests

Diverse

Outgoing

Supporters of all

One, different tastes

Music

Books

Life

Approaches

Social circles

Two, gaps

Age

Maturity

Thought process

Individualistic

Band of misfits

Both are good

Both are evil

Both equally frustrating

Both equally wanted

What are friends for?

Is that too much to ask for?

College

Wake up
Drive
Listen
Absorb
Fake smiles
Fake enthusiasm
Drive
Eat
Play
Nagged at
Procrastinate
Sleep

Days fly by
Same old story
Will it ever change
Before all is leeched away?

Parents

Will  they ever understand me?
Do they see me for what I need?
Do they understand how demotivating their lectures are?
Do they ever stop getting the wrong perceptions?
Will I ever understand them or will I stop caring?

Demotivation

There are days
When nothing goes right
People, time, thoughts
And it all builds up,

Brief moments in time
Not so to the soul
Heavy body, heavy mind
You stop in the middle of the busy traffic of time,

But you must push
But you don't want to
But time is wasting
What is time to you?

Nothing goes right
People, time, thoughts
Nothing works anymore
Perhaps it's time to let go.

For Liechtenstein, Queen of Diamonds

Pictures are taken from Google images. The individual URLs are shown in pictures.

Just to store some reference images - Kadaj From FF7 AC

Test 2

A Test and A Present

University Prospects

It's that time of my life when I have to decide what universities to apply to. Well, here are my 5 selections.

1. Oxford
It's always the better choice if you start by having big ambitions. Who knows? It just might come true...Like fairy tales.(Bad joke, I know.)

2. Durham
It's part of the Russell Group. There's a fantastic library. It's located at a nice spot where it is near enough to Edinburgh to get there easily and yet far enough to have warmer temperatures. The fact that they ranked third on the league table for English, 2013 didn't hurt either.

3. Warwick
Great library and Russell Group affiliate. What made it my choice was the fact that it is located in the middle of Wales and London and the fact that they had a higher score than Bristol in the "Career after 6 months" section on the league table mentioned before.

4. Exeter
It's part of the Russell Group and located at the southernmost part of the UK. With that being said, the only difference between this university and the others are the facts that J.K Rowling studied there and the "career" score was 63.

5. Edinburgh
Russell Group affiliate. The clincher? Sir Arthur Conan Doyle (Sherlock Holmes), J.M. Barrie (Peter Pan), J.K Rowling (later on) and Robert Louis Stevenson. All the cold air are definitely worth tolerating.

Thoughts on Joan Of Arc

If you've ever paid attention to the history of the world, you'll find that Joan of Arc is a famous name, something akin to Henry VIII and George Washington. As her French name is Jeanne, I shall be referring to her as that instead of Joan because I have a slight quirk that makes me pronounce names in their native form despite being unable to pronounce them.

Jeanne was a peasant girl who had "received a vision from God to put France's rightful king on the throne" during the late years of the Hundred Years War. Naturally, one would expect her to dismiss the message as a strange dream as some people (Note : Saint Aubert) did. However, being the brave, headstrong, god-fearing and relentless girl that she was, Jeanne did what she was told and got burned on a stake as a martyr for her efforts. Sure she was made a saint but that happened decade later. Furthermore, depending on which accounts you believe in, Jeanne was condemned by her own people, the French.

Regarding Jeanne and the role she played in history, there are two arguments as usual.

The more popular thinking was the fact that she was a saint who had a message from God, sent to right the wrong. And so, she died a martyr, a hero of France. After all, she did brIng about the coronation of the rightful French King. She was a beacon of hope for the people of France when they were low and desperate.

The other side of the fence was that she was either a delusional or ambitious peasant girl. To back it up, Jeanne was a peasant. In that aspect, it tells us that Jeanne was uneducated and the general thought of peasants back then were that they were not self-aware, meaning Jeanne probably did not think too much on the consequences of her actions unless they were an immediate and obvious result. Furthermore, people then were so God-fearing that just the notion or confirmation that as long as God approves, it is the correct thing to do regardless of logical and realistic outcomes.

Now, if reincarnation was real, here are some people who I think could be her.

1. Winston Churchill

There's one thing everyone knows what PM Churchill was and that was determined and headstrong. If he wants to plan for the battles all through the night for weeks, then he will. Don't believe me? Check Horrible Histories and Lord Moran's book on him. Regardless of the bodily function known as sleep, his generals' and secretaries' need to rest, and the concept of health, Churchill just bulldozes through meetings with only alcohol and tobacco to keep him awake. Now, without his relentless tunnel vision planning, WWII might have gone off to a worse end. However, his disregard for rest and health plants a seed of doubt in people's minds - what if he had made a mistake? What if it was only by luck nothing extremely bad happened? These same views mimic those of Jeanne's actions - What if her luck ran out? What if it was all by chance and not God's will? What if she really was mad? Thus, this well-known PM is one of my candidates for a reincarnated Jeanne, out to save the world.

2. The Great Terrorist of the 21st Century who I shall not name for fear of raging trolls with nothing better to do than to Google this name - O***a, You-Know-Who

I know, I know. Writer, how can you put this guy as a candidate?*Insert angry face**Insert meme Jackie Chan and the Huh? hands* Well, Jeanne can actually be considered a terrorist. Let's check the similarities now shall we? 

Believe they were doing what was right and God supports them? Check. Caused lives to be lost? Check. (You can't tell me she didn't kill at all. She participated in battles!) End up dead? Check. Fighting against a whole country with better resources and better trained forces than what they had? Check. Fighting for the freedom of their own countries? Check. Had to go in hiding? Check. Relentless, headstrong, God-fearing, brave and somewhat suicidal? Check. (She was a peasant. No army training and yet she goes and lead battles?) Mixed opinions on their campaigns? Half-check that. I'm still not sure on her modern candidate's polls.

As a conclusion, they are so similar that I wonder when did Jeanne become immortal and had a.gender change. Sure, Jeanne's campaign caused fewer devastations and was in a smaller scale but sometimes it could be just due to the circumstances.

3. A normal person

There are some who think that those who had lived a hard life will achieve peace and happiness in their next as a reparation for the hardships they had overcome. As such, it is entirely possible for Jeanne to just have a normal and peaceful life now. Her personality traits don't make her different from the rest of the human race. We have to survive and go through school and work. If that doesn't take determination and bravery, I don't know what does. 

The only difference between a hero, a villain and a civilian are merely circumstantial. Everyone is a Jeanne. A hero to some, a villain to certain people and a mere passerby to others. It all depends on whether others notice and acknowledge it or not.

Melbourne Trip : The Big Three

In a few months, I finally get to go to the nearest country with colder temperatures - Australia. To be specific, Melbourne. For this trip that will probably be one of the last trips I'll be going on as a teen and not yet a full adult, here's my big 3 to do's.

1.  Visit the State Library of Victoria

Since there are 7 exhibits, I shall split them all into two days' worth of entertainment. With all these 7 exhibits done, I hope to have a greater understanding of The Victorian era, its writers and several other cultures both modern and slightly more ancient.

2. The Old Melbourne Gaol

I have always love visiting these kind of places. With the ability to look on at some writers inside their cells when they write, hopefully I'll be stirred to write something too. For 25$ , it's alright. Don't think I'll be going there on Sunday for a chat with the writers though...anyways, prisons really are one of the best ways to know the essential thinking behind the men of that era.

3. Hellenic Museum visit

It's Greek. What else can I say? Greek just sums up how important the culture is and how most inventions, art and writing came from there. With this piece of knowledge, hopefully I'll be able to see the Greece that was so poorly portrayed in my history text books.

5 Favourite Books That I Grew Up With

As we grow up, there is always those few books that made an impact in our lives so large that we practically used it as our guide to life. They were clutched so close to our hearts that we start mimicking them, living them out in reality. Nothing was a better cure for sadness or depression (Yes, I know we were kids but even then we had moments where we just don't want to go to school, interact or get out of our rooms.) than a healthy dose of re-reading our bibles.

Over time, we grow out of them. We see that life is not what the books said it would be. Life is not predictable. Life does not consist of beautiful and yet strange drawings and creatures with equally interesting people who think you are interesting. Life cannot be mastered and made to end perfectly just by giving it your all and studying.

Despite of all this growing up I had to do, I can still look back at those books and read them again for they reminded me what I couldn't have, what I wanted, what I hoped for, my dreams and my innocence. So, here is my "Top 5 Books When I Was Just Some Naive Brat".

5. Tamora Pierce's Tortall books

Alright, I know it's top 5 books but these series can practically be the same when you sum it up. Here, I'll summarise it and you check with all of them to see how true they are.

If first book of the series,
A) Girl wants to be something which others in her life had discouraged her to do.
B) There are a few people who encourage her to follow her heart.
C) She does it.
For all the books,
D) Stranger in a place with new and sometimes odd (to her) people.
E) While acclimating, she makes new friends and new enemies.
F) She establishes herself as someone useful who nearly everyone loves.
G) (If there is a love interest) The guy gets an admirer/The guy admires someone who will play a vital role later on.
H) (If there are two guys interested in her) There will be a male cat fight.
I) Bad Guy reveals him/herself.
J) Some random event happens that reveals part of Bad Guy's plot.
K) Climax! Showdown time!
L) Happily ever after.

Well? Sure, the details vary but the essential key point is you can do what you want as long as there are some who support you, courage and determination. It's cliche but what standards did you expect when you read the title?

4. Roald Dahl's Matilda

Roald Dahl is a famous writer who wrote so many books that I couldn't settle on one until I remembered this book's triumph card for me - The adoptive/step-mother figure is the saviour and not the villain. Ms Honey practically adopted Matilda at the end of the book so she can be considered the stepmother, right?

Anyways, this book just satisfies all the evil and bratty little desires I had. Parents does something you don't like a.k.a wrong in your eyes? Punish them. Teachers treat you badly? Punish them. A perfect teacher who is kind and understanding? Check. Genius protagonist? Check.

That's why this book is on this list. However, it's not great enough to beat this.

3. Eoin Colfer's Artemis Fowl : The Artic Incident

What kid wouldn't want to be a genius? Artemis Fowl is both genius and cunning. To boot with the fact that he is rich and knows how to use the money. In books and movies where the anti-hero/villain is the star, I love it when the protagonist stays the same and doesn't become some hero figure because it is just so satisfying and rare. Even though Artemis' father is gone, Artemis takes up the role as a criminal mastermind and an "entrepreneur". What makes this book the best out of the series? The fact that Artemis just kicks the school counselors out of their office just by being more intelligent than they are. I mean, I was a brat but somewhere in my mind, I already knew how rare and satisfying it is to be able to make professional counselors cry and be more intelligent than they are. Artemis did write the recommended book of the counselor after all, without him even knowing that Artemis is his highly acclaimed Doctor/writer. The discovery of the fake arm chair is just the finishing touch that makes the book make me feel "like a boss".

2. Anne McCaffrey's The Masterharper Of Pern

As my introductory book to the magnificent world that is Pern, I feel that this book deserves my number two spot. Pern is an amazing world where  dragons are real. There are fire lizards. Music plays an important role. In fact, every job does.

In this book, I read how it feels to be a child of famous and talented people. Sure, some of us are but most of us just dream. I read not only what happens when the child is as talented and dedicated but also what happens when the child does not live up to expectations. Sure, Robinton was kind but the disappointment and the distance created can still be felt.  I read the future when our parents pass away eventually. I read about how love was found and lost in just a few days' time. I read about a life that was practically perfect in every way. 

Adventure, tragedy, humour, love, music and success. This book taught me what a Happily Ever After would look like in real life if it ever happened. It showed me reality's brand of perfect route to success and happiness. Sure, it was cliche and common but this book opened my eyes to a world that would teach me so much more.

1. Terry Pratchett's Small Gods

This thick and confusing book was the first that I read from the Discworld series but it didn't become my favourite in the first reading where I couldn't understand a thing. When I first read through it, it was like some sort of weird, adult book with strange terms and concepts. Once I was inducted into Discworld by Pyramids, my confusion became love. Have you ever felt confused and betrayed by the concept of religion? Well, this book shows the process one dedicated and loyal believer goes through in accepting that religion is not everything. It is not the ultimate truth. There are no set rules. Life is dictated by those who wish to dictate in an honest way. And gods? Well, they are beings that are bound by what we perceive them to be. As such, this neutral, witty, sarcastic, nonsensical (of sorts) book was my bible back in those days.

So, there's the list. And here's the ending. I wouldn't be surprised if no one reads this. After all, what interesting ending could a top 5 have other than the usual "It was hard to do, there were so many to choose from. I'm so Glad it came out alright. What's your favourite book when growing up?" Well, I'll be ending this article with a little geeky fact from YouTube : Xbox disc changer made out of basic robotics parts. Here's the link - http://youtu.be/9At79-XIR38?t=3m24s (if you're on iPad/iPhone) http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?t=3m24s&v=9At79-XlR38&feature=youtu.be&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3D9At79-XlR38%26feature%3Dyoutu.be%26t%3D3m24s

Cosplay aftermath

My stint as a volunteer was great.

What I got : A ton of new friends.

Cost : Money and time and now sore body all over.

Conclusion : Still worth it!

Update on Cosplay

Wig - Still styling and extremely frustrated with it since I think I've ruined it....but it's alright...Hopefully can still be covered.

Boots - Stretching them tomorrow.

Costume - Done by Saturday.

Cross-strap + Belt - Plan on taking it to the leather shop after the costume is done.

Gloves - None

Sunglasses - Done

Hopefully it'll be done in time for next weekend...

Bored

I'm so bored writing this...

Wow, Canada's really great!

Canada is the linchpin of the English-speaking world. 

                      - Sir Winston Churchill

100 PLUS

I think 100PLUS is the soft drink of the gods. Have a sore throat? Drink it and feel better in a short time. Fever? It works too. Any kind of flu/cold/sickness that is minor but irritating? It is usually the one that helps. Maybe it's because it's an 'isotonic' drink but it's effective and that's all I can say...

Although it is extremely sweet and unhealthy...

How All Scientists Think

I want it on the slab, I need to know what makes it tick.

                                - Dr. McMullen of Prototype (Video Game)

Portal

Portal the game is slightly scary and yet extremely great at the moment aka only pass level 10...

Still Alive

 Well, you found me. Congratulations. Was it worth it? Because despite your violent behavior, the only thing you've managed to break so far... is my heart. Maybe you could settle for that, and we'll just call it a day. I guess we both know that isn't going to happen.

                               - GLaDOS of Portal (video game)

While it is a quote of a villain, it is a very fitting phrase to say to anyone seeking to hurt you, especially a person you trust.

Harvest Moon

This is really one of the games that cheating will kill the joy of it. Now, don't start lecturing me. You know that everyone cheats at one point or another. Tell me of one person who has played the Sims for a long time and yet not cheat a single bit. Even the unlock alien skin codes and move objects cheats count. Even the unlock developer's stuff counts. (i.e. so that you can make your sim alien looking or with items that are usually not available)

HM is one game that will tempt you a lot, especially if you're the kind who has to do some research on the tips and tricks, stuff that can help you gain more gold easily and read through some of the walkthrough. I am one such person. I have to have a walkthrough when I play. Why? Simply because I am a somewhat perfectionist in gaming. I cannot stand to lose that single opportunity to do that rare thing or that one item that can only be gained early on or extremely late in the game.

Now, HM is a farming game mixed with a dating simulator and more. With so many aspects of it, the perfectionist in me demands that I do a perfect game, meaning doing everything at once. So, the Stop Time cheat is used. What a mistake it was. It made the one month spring unbearably long. In fact, I found that I just couldn't move past spring. What a wasted potential favourite game.

However, I am now starting a new game using no cheats whatsoever. The goal is to reach Year 5 or finish the dating quest line and be married with a baby. Hopefully I succeed...

Quotations

I can take off my head to recite Shakespearean quotations.

                       - Jack Skellington of Nightmare Before Christmas (1993) , Song : Jack's Lament

Wig

My wig came...And I realised how big of a mistake I made by ordering one of those Halloween shop kind...However, my feelings are still unsure on this matter.

On one hand, I found the perfect wig colour and style which I couldn't find anywhere.

On the other hand, the material is crappy.

Currently considering whether I should start looking for a new and better quality wig for when this one falls apart.

FF VIII Quote

Are you done yet...? I don't want to talk about it. What am I supposed to say about other people's problems?

                     - Squall Leonheart of Final Fantasy VIII

God knows that everyone has thought of this at one point or another...

Cats

A little observation, are stray cats nowadays smaller than they used to be some 10 years ago? It feels weird since they used to be so big...Or maybe it's just me being bigger...

Also, thing I hate : Cats on my slippers!

One example of the situation. My sister would meow at it. However, cat only sees me looking at it and thinks that I meowed at it. Now, cat is stuck close to me in hopes of food. Result, lying down on my slippers while waiting. Slippers taken over by cat!

Oliver!

I'd do anything for you~

                    - Oliver of Oliver! the Musical - Song : I'd Do Anything 

Fortune Summoners Grinding

I've mentioned before how I dislike grinding at Fortune Summoners.

To tell the truth, I don't dislike it. I love it. However, the constant need to time my taps correctly, aka do it slowly and in time and not in quick successive moves, makes it extremely tiring. This means that if I get slightly impatient and try to speed up the process, bye-bye it is.

Here's an example. I want to slash in front, thrust, uppercut (of sorts..forgot the name of the move) and then do a backwards thrust.

I would press 'z', wait a second while the animation finishes, 'z' + '->' to thrust, wait for animation to finish, 'z'+ '^' , animation waiting, and 'z' + '<-'.

Let's say I get bored or excited in the process and try to input the next move halfway through the animation. The character will only do the default 'z' move. This means I miss the enemy and potentially will cause a chain of attacks to be unleashed onto my character. This makes the battle extremely tiring and frustrating after a while. Thus, I only play the game in short bursts or ignore the enemies completely, aka decreasing the amount of exp gained as compared to a simple game like Fable in the same amount of time. Do you know how frustrating it is? Especially since I can play FS for a day and only gain 2 levels while I can grind more in other games.

Therefore, the battle mechanics of FS is too precise and tiring to make me enjoy it as much as I should.

Life Quote by Someone I Didn't Know

Life is a song - sing it.

Life is a game - play it. 

Life is a challenge - meet it. 

Life is a dream - realize it. 

Life is a sacrifice - offer it. 

Life is love - enjoy it.

                                - Sai Baba 

Rose

Another picture drawn on the tablet using Perlin Draw, the Silk-like app.

Sunglasses

The Sunglasses have Arrived! 1 step closer!

Quote Time :

The satisfaction of being closer to leveling up is the best!...Second to actually leveling up...

                            - Me!

Cosplaying

Going to be my first time cosplaying. Hope it'll go well. Will post photo as soon as I finish my costume and such.

Current progress :

• Boots - Not Yet Found
• Pants - Not Yet Found   
• Jacket - In Progress
• Inner Shirt - Already Have It
• Sunglasses - Ordered
• Prop - Planned Only

Wonka Quote!

I'm sorry, but all questions must be submitted in writing.

                       -Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory 

Dress Drawing

A little something drawn using an app called Perlin Draw which is similar to Silk.

Introvert me

If we go by the definition of this article, I am an introvert...somewhat.

Once in a fortnight or so, I need to have at least 4 continuous hours of alone time at home. There can't be interruptions from anyone, whether it is in physical state or through the digital world. No homework, no obligations and most importantly, No appointments!

If I don't have this time, I will get cranky, moody, PMS-ing, rude, insensitive and altogether a bad person to interact with. However, there is one difference between me and the introvert definition is that I occasionally do enjoy the social small talk. But sometimes it is extremely tiring and quite pointless to me.

As such, trying to build up my CCA (I think? The one where all your extra-curricular activities are recorded...) is hard work. I just want to give up and say : "Oh, I give up! I hate society! I want to be a hermit!"...But...I'll never do it of course. I do have a dream to pursue.

President's Quote

Today, if you invent a better mousetrap, the government comes along with a better mouse.

                         - Ronald Reagan, 40th US President 

Grinding

Grinding in gaming is an itch for me that has to be scratched from time to time.

It's tedious and yet fun. I mean, it's boring but the sense of achievement you get afterwards is great! However, I don't like all forms of grinding.

Conditions for me to enjoy grinding:

1. Must be a game whose plot I like
2. I must like the game play
3. Alright graphics
4. Non-tedious controls and camera angles
5. Done without anyone around to nag me

Conditions 1 to 4. It is obvious.

Condition 5? To enjoy grinding, one must give their heart, soul, mind and time to it. People constantly interrupting me would totally ruin the mood.

Here's a list of games that I've enjoyed grinding on so far: 

1. Pokemon (My first game I grinded on. Yellow : Pikachu was level 81 before Elite Four!)
2. Final Fantasy (Believe it or not, they are great no matter which one...except for the online ones)
3. Prototype
4. Ragnarok Online (1, not 2! This is my first MMO and the one I get nostalgia for the most)
5. Tales of Phantasia (GBA)
6. Summon Night (GBA)
7. Shining Force (Love this game! But I've only played the first one)
8. Breath of Fire (GBA)
9. Kingdom Hearts (Love it! But I've only played the PS2 ones)
10. Fable The Lost Chapters (It's nice. The first RPG game on the PC I've played that's not from Japan)
11. Recettear (It's Re-Se-Tear! Not Reckettear! Just follow the Japanese pronunciation!)
12. Princess Maker 2 (It's weird since the game play is really just grinding-ish but I like it...)

Games I don't like grinding on:

1. Chantelise (The game looks alright but it's tedious. My enthusiasm for it vanished after 2 hours...)
2. Fortune Summoners (Lovely game but somehow I don't feel like touching it after non-stop gaming for a week)
3. Any other MMO (...I've tried 3 others so far but my energy went missing after a few months)
4. Flash games
5. Harvest Moon games (Never made it past the first spring...Maybe I should try again?)

Quote of a Minor Official

 We are in Buckingham Palace, the very heart of the British nation. Sherlock Holmes, put your trousers on! 

                    - Mycroft Holmes, Episode 1, Sherlock 2 (BBC)

Yes, Sherlock. Behave and put your pants on. The British Government says so. As nice as your skin is...

Rose in the Window

A longing for the music and the art style of Silk made me go back.

Here's a drawing of a Rose. It's supposed to be in the style of those coloured window pane pictures.

Quote of Wonka

There is no life I know to compare with pure imagination.

                       - Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory(1971) 

Spreading the love~ Although it is a movie that does not follow the book (aka movie that will make the book-lovers rage), it is still the best yet. The songs are lovely and memorable. I mean, it's extremely awesome in my books that the songs were not initially thought of by the movie planners, can still make it to today.

Random Dress of Victorian Era

Here's another picture of my bad drawing skills on the tablet using the stylus. In fact, most of it had to be drawn using my fingers since the stylus was not sensitive enough to detect small curls. Note : This drawing is not accurate. I just based it of on the more easily draw-able designs (found here) that worked together.

Quote Time!

A man convinced against his will is of his old opinion still

                - Robinton, The Masterharper of Pern

Pernese Foods

After having some cravings to try out the food of Pern, specifically the klah, I found this forum thread.

Hopefully I get to try them soon. Also, Wishlist entry : The book mentioned here!

Quote of A Scot (Well...Disney version)

Well, that's attractive.

                  -Princess Merida, Brave (2012)


*Sigh* You are the best Disney Princess ever! (aka For Now)...Such a BAMF!

Random Drawing of A Regency Era Dress

• was bored in class (those that people never pay attention in and had to be forced to attend)
• decided to test out how my doodle skills would transfer over from paper and pen to tablet and stylus
• Not Very Successful

Quote of Pern

"True portraits are never realistic."

                               - Master Domaize, in Red Star Rising/Dragonseye, chapter 5, page 136 

Easter Egg!

To celebrate Easter and the new features and colour, here's a new Silk creation! Happy Easter!

Quote of a Kilt

“It's a kilt, dumbass. It's only a skirt if I'm wearing underwear.” 

                                          ― Damon Suede, Hot Head

Just wanted to post one!

Another Quote From AVPM

Do you know who I think is the ugliest girl in school? Hermione Granger. You know what I'd give her on a scale of one to ten, with one as the ugliest and ten as the prettiest? I'd give her an 8... 8.5... or a 9... but not... NOT over a 9.8. Because there is always room for improvement. Not everyone is perfect, like me. I'm holding out for a 10. Because I'm worth it.

                               - Draco Malfoy, A Very Potter Musical 

The consequences of being a sibling to a Potterhead...

I'm Back!

Internet has been down for the past two days in my home...Now, I'm Back! Muahahaha!

Quote from Brave 2012

 I don't want to get married, I want to stay single and let my hair flow in the wind as I ride through the glen firing arrows into the sunset.

                          -King Fergus, Brave (2012)

Lovely shrill voice and imitation of a daughter there! XP

Chibi Maker

Chibi Maker is a flash game that allows you to create chibi characters. It's made by gen8 of deviantART.

It's wonderful if you wanted to recreate someone in chibi form, especially real people without giving a true photo. Here's an example.

This is me. Hello!

Quote of Recettear

Capitalism, Ho!

              - Recette, Recettear 

I love this game... Anyone know more like this?

High School Exam Results

Just got my SPM results and I am extremely happy with it!

Quote Time!

If you're going through hell, keep going.

                           - Sir Winston Churchill...If you don't know who this is, have you been living under a rock?

One of My Fears

Being so unnoticed or hated that I am left out of everything..

Being a nice person usually mean I'll be forgettable. Being noticed may mean that I am hated due to having to speak up a lot...Maybe too much.

Quote from Wicked the Musical

Where I'm from, we believe in all sorts of things that aren't true... we call it history.

                                  - The Wizard, Wicked the Musical

Silk of A Fairy

Here's another Silk creation. A Fairy. How does it look? Don't seem to know what to post so...here it is!

Quote From Big Bang Theory

Bazinga!

              - Sheldon Cooper, The Big Bang Theory

Design of A Bangle

Originally I wanted to create a star by just holding the mouse at one point and wait till the screen becomes filled with the designs. But I didn't realise the design doesn't spread that far. So, I changed it into a design for jewellery, a bangle to be more precise.

Germs Living on my Cell Phone

Created by Oatmeal

Oops...

Quote from The History Boys

How do I define history? It's just one f***in' thing after another.

                              - Rudge, The History Boys




I study history and that's true. Also, I recommend this show to everyone. You won't regret giving up an hour++ of your life to this movie, more if you're talking about the play.

New Silk Creation : Angel

I really do like the site Silk. Here's a new creation of mine done during boredom, Angel.

If you prefer, here's the picture so that you don't have to look at the process or open a new tab.

On the subject of over-popular music

When I mention modern over-popular music, I mean music like 'Call Me Maybe', 'Gangnam Style' and those from Justin Bieber and One Direction. Before you start screaming in outrage, hear me out.

1. The music and beat of these songs are alright. They're catchy and really nice to listen to...but only once in a while.

2. The lyrics could do better but I've heard worse.

3. The videos accompanying these videos vary a lot in quality. I don't mean the camera angles and lighting. But the plot, the story, the meaning portrayed by the videos.

Now, all in all, these 3 points make a decent song which is okay to listen to but ONLY once in a while. Not every moment and occasion of the year.

Recall the songs I've mentioned and other similar songs. They are constantly sung or played at any and every event that will happen. The songs will be sung or played by someone for everyday. The fans go crazy over it. The hate and flame that gets thrown around makes me think of someone insulting the whole of the Whovian fandom and I mean the whole, meaning all the Doctors' fans. That's a lot. If you don't know, it's over 10 and currently 11 to my knowledge.

Really. These music will probably be hailed as the gold songs of our decade years later, replayed as often and as well-known as songs like ABBA's, Backstreet Boys' songs and Westlife's songs.This means that people will look back and think "Oh, that's a nice song.".

It's already going to be hailed as historical great hits of the decade. So why must you guys insist on bombarding everything I see, everything I hear with those music anywhere I go when that bombarding will occur in the next decade or so?

Quote of a 'Lovely' Villain

Take me into your heart. Accept me as your saviour. Nail me to the fucking cross and let me be REBORN! 

                       - Vaas of Far Cry 3

You have to admit, Vaas is one of the best character and/or villain there ever is..Villain as in depending on which theory you would rather believe in. Vaas is the main character or a great villain who died badly.

In my mind, Vaas is just on top of Kefka in the list of awesome villains.

Yes, Vaas. You are already a saviour/god in my mind even though I haven't played through the game yet as my computer sucks and I have no funds to rebuilt it or order a new one.

My First Game

After knowing about Sploder, a free game creation website, I wanted to try it out since its interface looked easy. So...here it is : My First Kills

Quote From Matilda the Musical

That Love and Fate and a touch of Stupidity would rob them of [Romeo and Juliet's] hope of living happily.

                                   - Matilda, Song : Naughty

I agree. They were stupid. Well, only a little bit.

Quote of a Favourite Character

 I dreamt I was a moron...

                          - Squall of Final Fantasy VIII


I would be sad too...

Random Fact of Books in Malaysia

English book prices in Malaysia

• Classics - RM20 or so
• Modern fiction - around RM30 to 50
• Hardcover Fiction - around RM70 to over RM100
• Non-fiction, paperback - RM20 to RM60
• Non-fiction, hardcover - from RM70 to over RM100, sometimes over RM200
• Children's (the thin kind like with pictures or Geronimo) - RM20 or so
• Comics - anything from RM30 to over RM100

How much is your personal library worth?

1. If you have one full Billy bookshelves from IKEA, you would own around 30 to 50 books.
2. Average the worth of 1 book to RM40 if you're a reader of fiction;RM60 if your collection contain more of the RM50 to RM80 range;RM90 if you have a somewhat balanced mixture of the above book types.
3. Multiply the average price by 40 if you have a full to the brim bookcase, 30 if you can still wiggle the books in a full bookcase easily.
4. Multiply again by the number of bookcases. TADA!

Example

• I read mostly modern fiction.
• I own approximately 5 Billy bookshelves from IKEA.
• There is no room at all for me to wiggle the books in their spot.
• Therefore, I own around (5x50) 250 books.
• The average worth of a book is RM50 as I only have around 5 of the more expensive types.
• 250 x 50 is RM1250
• My collection of books should be worth minimum RM1250.

Wow. Shows how much money a person can spend unknowingly.

My Background Picture

Notice the background picture? It's created using Perlin Draw, an App for people who wish to draw pictures like the ones created using Silk but different in almost every aspect.

Now,I originally used Silk, a 'magical interactive artwork' to create the background picture until I found some technical difficulties. Mainly, it caused the words to be hard to read. Lovely site with options for you to create symmetrical and asymmetrical masterpieces.

Here's the link to the creation process of my old picture
Here's the link to the original version of it.

Link to the site

"Knowledge = Power = Energy = Matter = Mass" - Terry Pratchett