Tuesday 10 December 2013

What is Home?

Relaxation
No boundaries
Guards down
Love
Belonging
A common bond to be explored if needed.

Expectations
Rules
People
More restrictions
Burnt out
All alone
A household of people who expects more than strangers do.

Too much?

Is it a folly to ask for more?
To ask for a few think-a-likes?

One, studious
Ambitious
Realistic
Friendly
Intellectual challenger

Two, fun
Common interests
Diverse
Outgoing
Supporters of all

One, different tastes
Music
Books
Life
Approaches
Social circles

Two, gaps
Age
Maturity
Thought process
Individualistic
Band of misfits

Both are good
Both are evil
Both equally frustrating
Both equally wanted

What are friends for?
Is that too much to ask for?

College

Wake up
Drive
Listen
Absorb
Fake smiles
Fake enthusiasm
Drive
Eat
Play
Nagged at
Procrastinate
Sleep

Days fly by
Same old story
Will it ever change
Before all is leeched away?

Parents

Will  they ever understand me?
Do they see me for what I need?
Do they understand how demotivating their lectures are?
Do they ever stop getting the wrong perceptions?
Will I ever understand them or will I stop caring?

Demotivation

There are days
When nothing goes right
People, time, thoughts
And it all builds up,

Brief moments in time
Not so to the soul
Heavy body, heavy mind
You stop in the middle of the busy traffic of time,

But you must push
But you don't want to
But time is wasting
What is time to you?

Nothing goes right
People, time, thoughts
Nothing works anymore
Perhaps it's time to let go.